The Apple of Someone’s Eye

Dawn Davenport


Visit to Mexican Orphanages

Arts and crafts with some of the orphans.

I just returned from leading a group to work at an orphanage in Mexico.  I know it sounds noble, but in fact, it’s rather selfish– we have a blast.  Our group of 14 ranged from 12 to 70 and included families, couples, and singles.  We worked at two orphanages doing projects such as laying concrete pavers, installing toilets, and sewing 20 bedspreads and matching curtains.  In the afternoons, we did craft projects and played games with the kids.

We have developed a reputation as the “Easter Egg Hunt” group.  Yes, I know it isn’t Easter, but we usually go over Easter, and we’ve become quite popular for importing this distinctly American tradition.  And let’s face it—the religious significance of hiding and finding plastic candy-filled eggs is limited at best.  We all know deep down that it’s about the candy and the hunt.  From my perspective, stuffing and hiding 900 eggs is a small price to pay for popularity.

These are well run orphanages.  They have adequate numbers of workers and the children are well cared for.  The children go to school—a few even go to an outstanding private school and have volunteers to help with homework each afternoon.  Most important, these orphanages are grounded in their community.  Local vendors donate most of the food.  A local Mexican church provides support and volunteers.  Church members bring the children into their homes one weekend a month and offer support and rehabilitation services to their parents.

Orphanages such as these are held up by those who oppose international adoption.  These kids are being raised in their culture by their community.  They are well fed, clothed, and educated.  They don’t need to be “rescued” by Americans and Europeans, thank you very much.

True enough, but consider these two incidents that happened a few hours apart.  At one orphanage, the house parents have a beautiful 18-month-old son named Enoch.  Our project at this orphanage was to lay concrete pavers under the clotheslines so that the kids and workers wouldn’t be standing in the dirt or mud while hanging clothes.  (For the record, I’d liked to point out the verb “lay” is way too passive to describe a process that includes a pick ax, shovels, rakes, wheel barrows, levels, mallets, and tons of filthy fill dirt.)  Enoch was a constant presence as we worked.  At one point, a paver standing on end toppled onto his finger.  He burst into tears, and his father, who was working nearby, came running.  After sufficient cuddling he calmed down until his mother appeared.  Even though he had been quiet for about five minutes, as soon as he saw her, he held up his finger and started crying again.  As should be the birthright of all toddlers, she scooped him up and kissed the finger properly until it was all better.


Later that day we went to the “baby house” for their Easter Egg hunt.  Sixteen children ranging in age from two to six live at this “house”, and on this day three caregivers were present.  The play room was bright and clean, the children well dressed, and the little girls’ hair cutely styled in braids or ponytails.  Before the hunt, we sat the children down at the table to decorate their “Easter baskets” (otherwise known as paper bags).  Angel, age two, started to cry softly the moment he was plopped into the chair. He continued to cry while the others were happily decorating their bags.  I tried to comfort him and divert his attention, but he wasn’t buying it.  Finally, I asked one of the workers what was wrong and should we do something.  She looked over and replied that he was just crying because he wasn’t sitting near his brother.  No big deal, he’d get over it.  She took him away to sit in the time-out chair until he stopped crying.

Angel was clearly well fed, clean, and cute as a button. The caregiver’s treatment wasn’t harsh.   It was simply matter of fact.  Fifteen other kids needed attention, and his condition wasn’t critical.  I doubt she even realized he was crying, but when she saw, she knew the reason, and knew that he’d get over it.  But the contrast between Angel and Enoch was striking.  Enoch was special; he was the apple of someone’s eye.  Angel was not.


It’s hard to be special when you are one of 16.  By international standards this orphanage is one of the best.  It is fairly small; has a sufficient number of caregivers with low turn over; plenty of space, toys, and food; and is supported by the surrounding community. This best, however, isn’t good enough. Children need more; children need parents.

I don’t deny the potential problems with international adoption—too much money entering poor countries serving as an enticement to pull children from families that would otherwise stay together, the difficulty of preparing parents for the potential of a traumatized child, the money paid by international adoptions overriding the preference to find domestic adoptive families, and on and on.  But despite these problems, because of kids like Angel, I remain a fervent supporter of adoption.  Yes, first adoptive families in country should be sought, but if not found, then the needs of the child for a family should trump everything else, and parents should be found elsewhere.  The Angel’s of the world deserve to be the apple of someone’s eye.

04/05/2010 | by Dawn Davenport | Categories: Adoption, Adoption Blog, Blog | 15 Comments

15 Responses to The Apple of Someone’s Eye

  1. Avatar Dawn says:

    The blog H. D. referred to, A Guatemalan Orphanage, can be found at Or type in “Guatemalan Orphanage” in the search box.

  2. Avatar Bev Gunn says:

    Angel’s story is another one of “too many kids, not enough love” that is so common both in the USA (foster care-moving kids around) and orphanages around the world. My son never cried when I brought him home-to him it was an activity that would either bring harsh correction from his older sisters or being ignored! Waste of time for him-even with a cut on his thigh I found out about 3 days later! I still cry when I remember this!

  3. Avatar S. G. says:

    Thank you for all of your time & work.

  4. Avatar Mommy Mom says:

    This trip sounds amazing. The orphanage sounds great. But Angel’s life is still far from ideal or perfect. Thank you for showing both sides.

  5. Avatar Beth says:

    Every country needs to make sure that their children has the chance to be the apple of someone’s eye.

  6. Avatar Sherrie says:


    You hit the nail on the head with this one. It really touched my heart and couldn’t be said better. That’s just it, no amount of excellent care replaces the knowledge that you are the apple of someone’s eye. Kids always know.

  7. Avatar Clara R. says:

    So well said. Every child deserves this. Unfortunately, unscrupulous people and agencies endanger this for children when they try to make a quick buck off international adoption. I agree with your criteria for choosing an agency that you list on other parts of this site. If everyone followed those steps, we wouldn’t have little kids like Angel going without parents.

  8. Avatar Julie says:

    Dawn, was this an orphanage that children are adopted from? Can I hope that eventually Angel will have a forever family of his very own? (I really want there to be a happy ending or else the story is just so desperately sad…)

    • Avatar Dawn says:

      I know what you mean Julie, and I don’t want to leave the impression that this was a depressing place. It was not. But I also think the odds of Angel becoming available for adoption are close to nil. I didn’t ask the specifics on his case, but it is certainly possible that his parents or grandparents will “get their act together” and be able to parent him. The frustrating part for me is that few judges are proactive in giving parents a set period of time to do this. Far to many kids grow up in orphanages while waiting for their parents to grow up. Keep in mind that our foster care system in the US is also full of Angels.

  9. Avatar Jill says:

    I was interested in adopting from Mexico, but was discouraged because of Mexico’s ability/preference to place younger children with Mexican families. Thanks for writing about your experience there to help us understand the reality of the situation.

  10. Avatar H. D. says:

    Once again, you’ve grabbed my heart and my mind with this blog. I feel like I’m actually there. The best one you did like this was the one you wrote on the Guatemalan orphanage. That one should be published somewhere.

  11. Avatar Jericho says:

    I agree…it makes it so tough knowing we can’t help at all. 🙁

  12. Avatar heather says:

    Oh, I want to go scoop him up and give him the love he needs.

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