The secrecy surrounding infertility has a long arm. On last week’s Creating a Family show, which was on handling your extended family’s unsupportive reactions to your adoption plans, we received the following question/comment:
Our son joined our family through adoption when he was two days old. We do not live near our extended family and therefore it was very easy for us to hide the years of infertility struggles & our process of making the decision that adoption was the best path for us. Since we are very private couple, it was helpful for us at the time to not have this information “public knowledge”, but we suspect we are paying for it now. We didn’t share any information with our extended family until after we made the ultimate decision that we were going to adopt (about 10 months before our son was born). We were faced with a great deal of resistance from certain key extended family members during the adoption process, we addressed what we could & had hoped that the remaining resistance would go away once they met our son. Unfortunately, this hasn’t occurred. …
This caller is not alone. In a survey of couples having difficulty conceiving, conducted by the pharmaceutical company Merck, 61 percent of respondents hid their infertility from family and friends. Nearly half didn’t even tell their mothers. The decision to keep silent on your infertility struggles can have long ranging ramifications. People feel excluded. People don’t understand your subsequent plans, be they IVF, adoption, egg donation, or surrogacy. And perhaps most of all, silence continues to perpetuate a cycle of shame and feeling alone.
People keep quiet for many different reasons. Some simply prefer to keep their health issues to themselves. Others know that discussing infertility inevitably leads to discussions of sex, and well, let’s face it, few of us what to put our sex lives front and center in a conversation. Still others want to avoid the freely shared advice : have you tried (take you pick: missionary position, woman on top position, switching positions mid way through to cover all bases, putting your feet in the air for 10 minutes after sex, douching with baking soda or buttermilk or coca cola or …).
I do think a big reason many people hide their infertility is shame. They have failed. Their body is defective. They should have tried sooner, they shouldn’t have been so picky about choosing a husband, they shouldn’t have worked so hard, and the shoulds and shouldn’ts go on and on.
No doubt, there are lots of good reasons to keep your infertility to yourself. It really isn’t anyone else’s business. The problem with secrecy, however, is that it perpetuates the cycle of shame and isolation. You feel alone with your struggles because you don’t know anyone else who is suffering with this disease. Your aloneness makes you want to hide even more. And the cycle continues.
Resolve and Redbook Magazine have teamed up for a great campaign to end the shame and secrecy of infertility. Read the article, The Invisible Pain of Infertility. Check out the videos on The Truth about Trying series. Some are by celebrities and some by folks just like you. Hey, why don’t you record one yourself to help others? Closets are cold drafty places, so come on out.
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